I made myself dirty for him… I did everything he asked for…
A man like him demands nothing less
He’s got money, power and fame
The body of an athlete
The world bows at his feet
I’ve craved his protection for years
I let him slip away once, but he gave me a second chance
And so, to impress him, I made myself his filthy girl
I humiliated myself for his amusement
Debased myself for his pleasure
Night after night, I gave him everything
More than any other woman did
I was sure he was going to chose me
Make me his
Instead, he rejected me
He said that I disgusted him
Have I screwed things up beyond repair?
What if could erase the past and start from zero?
Come back into his life as someone new,
Innocent and uncorrupted,
What would I do differently?